Now the demon in me knows, what i knew so long ago

Today i listened to "Reflections of My Life" (very very good song), and it brought to my mind the series Growing Up. I used to watch it every Sunday. It must have been the best local production from Channel 5. VR Man? Spin? And anybody remembers Masters of The Sea? What the hell were they thinking, man.

I think every father would like "Reflections of My Life". It's a song i think many fathers can relate to - nostalgia, small waistline, hair, hippie chicks they got or couldn't get. I know mine surely can. He used to play that a lot on the guitar.

I especially like the part where he sings "The world is a bad place, a bad place, a terrible place to live. Oh but i don't wanna die". Like i can so feel the pain.

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Does anybody know i hate working? It's making me feel so... stupid and useless, and lazy and like i'm losing touch with a lot of things? I can't keep up with reading anymore. I can't find the time to write. And for watching films. Everyone else is just discovering more things and learning new things while i'm busying myself with a mundane routine that consists of nothing more than fretting over my wardrobe, rushing to get to work, and working till god knows what time every day.